The 23rd of March

This is for him


It is getting hot, the summer season is getting near.

This day, I created this account, an account of gratitude, hate, revenge, love and everything. All.

Feeling the warmth as the sun touched every land in our place reminds me of something and someone.

Memories that filled my mind and sets it that the easiest thing to do is to forgive, how bout forget? Is it hard ? Like this heat, it’s hot because it is the season of summer.

Getting confused? Me too.

Just imagine this filled up memory. You love someone and she/he doesn’t love you back. Common, Typical and Normal. Yet, you can’t move on; realizing that you should be friends the all time and until the end.

I don’t know how I feel when I see your posts.

A feeling when you are telling yourself that you had moved on but not; telling yourself that it is about time yet you wanted to go back; telling yourself that you are happy yet jealous; telling yourself that “Hey guys! Look, ___ is happy now” yet you keep telling yourself that should be me.

This irritating heat is what you feel. You keep putting your sunblock to protect you from the effects of the sun but still, you feel the heat; every time.Still, you are affected.

You are pretending that “This season is awesome” – but still, it’s HOT. Freaking hot; that’s why during this sensation, you keep hiding inside the house just not to feel the heat.

You are pretending that it is okay but not. Fudge! I’m still in loved in your eyes.

Enjoy summer! They say. You should. Remember, this season is not forever.

Feel the heat.

Wrapper – November 14, 2017

where nothing stays the same

41 days left. Really? Christmas is near guys! Be joyful that the favorite season of some people will happen in 41 days. You can greet everybody. Its like you want to open a box full of surprises, but before that you have to remove the wrapper well, some doesn’t know what’s the essence of being a wrapper.

Image result for christmas wrapper designsYou see, we have different wrapping techniques, others will put some “artsy” thing like ribbon, card or envelope. But the thing is, the element of surprise is not there when you don’t have the wrapper. It is essential to a gift.

Like everybody else. Each and everyone of you is essential to the each other. Valuing the closeness of your friends is like you’re hiding the element of surprise or basically your true self in the wrapper of your friends. What do we mean by that wrapper? You hide your self in your laughs, melancholic days or maybe in dreams.

But still, one day, it will unravel. The wrapper will be removed  because they want to see the “gift” inside.

In short, nothing  stays the same. One day, your wrapper will be removed and probably you can show them the gift inside yourself.

Christmas is really the happiest season. Forty One Days Left! Spread the love.


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Rays – November 13, 2017

Its been months since the streak showed up. Since the ray of sun in the place got covered in the icy clouds of heart.  There are a lot of rays in the sun; and then two rays left. One stands for hope and the other stands for path.

HOPE – a feeling of expectation

The most unforgivable thought you will probably hear in your existence would be being rejected. The thoughts of being not enough will come on you but the rays of light are continuing to do stretch its capability to reach the other side of the mountain.

Hope. When in the world will you reach the other mountain? When will you stop stretching? When?

PATH – a way or track

The other ray can’t go to the mountain probably because of the the clouds. Maybe the ray of path is just just waiting for the clouds to vanish. It can’t move on. It can’t stretch and make a way for it to go to the other mountain. Same question, when?

Path. You will be the starting point for the other rays, yes; they are just waiting because that cloud is blocking you. They are begging you to fight for the good and not hope for the good. Now, choose.

One day, all rays will shine upon you. Just wait. All of them.




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Emotions; broken – 25th of March


In your existence, you have encountered people who became a part in your life, who became friends then became a family

Those friends were the greatest lesson ( How about “Experience?”) in our daily lives. As they will teach us how to be a human through socializing and embracing everyone’s culture. They will also lead our emotions in different states. Happiness, when we laugh to each other’s flaws and other humorous situationsSadness, when we feel each other’s problems and will fin a way to solve it. Anger, when we feel different towards the attitude of one’s companionship. 

WHAT IF – One day, you cannot control these emotions?

You feel that every move is fragile for them and for you. You will give meanings in each other’s thought; that one day, they will leave you or you will leave them. 

How about settle the things to make it right? Thinking that you have enjoyed your companionship for many years and just in one different situation, it will be vanished and became a stranger things, or different things. 

WHAT IF – One day, you became a stranger?

This situation will devour your situation as if that every look in their eyes is a burden for you. Every greeting was sarcastic and automatic. 

Emotions? Why are you broken? Shattered into pieces?

Simple. Because I am fragile. Take care of your emotions. Control it. 



Accept that their “world” is not your world too. Their air is not your air too. Their laughs are not your laughs too because it is over. Hard it is. See the big picture, He let your emotions be shattered because one day, it will return to its form because you let His love fill those broken pieces. 


Do not spread HATE; you just have to smile – maybe they will miss your smile so don’t matter. 


Love them with or without your broken pieces of emotions. 

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