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The 23rd of March

This is for him

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It is getting hot, the summer season is getting near.

This day, I created this account, an account of gratitude, hate, revenge, love and everything. All.

Feeling the warmth as the sun touched every land in our place reminds me of something and someone.

Memories that filled my mind and sets it that the easiest thing to do is to forgive, how bout forget? Is it hard ? Like this heat, it’s hot because it is the season of summer.

Getting confused? Me too.

Just imagine this filled up memory. You love someone and she/he doesn’t love you back. Common, Typical and Normal. Yet, you can’t move on; realizing that you should be friends the all time and until the end.

I don’t know how I feel when I see your posts.

A feeling when you are telling yourself that you had moved on but not; telling yourself that it is about time yet you wanted to go back; telling yourself that you are happy yet jealous; telling yourself that “Hey guys! Look, ___ is happy now” yet you keep telling yourself that should be me.

This irritating heat is what you feel. You keep putting your sunblock to protect you from the effects of the sun but still, you feel the heat; every time.Still, you are affected.

You are pretending that “This season is awesome” – but still, it’s HOT. Freaking hot; that’s why during this sensation, you keep hiding inside the house just not to feel the heat.

You are pretending that it is okay but not. Fudge! I’m still in loved in your eyes.

Enjoy summer! They say. You should. Remember, this season is not forever.

Feel the heat.

Emotions; broken – 25th of March

I AM ALONE! – AM I?

In your existence, you have encountered people who became a part in your life, who became friends then became a family

Those friends were the greatest lesson ( How about “Experience?”) in our daily lives. As they will teach us how to be a human through socializing and embracing everyone’s culture. They will also lead our emotions in different states. Happiness, when we laugh to each other’s flaws and other humorous situationsSadness, when we feel each other’s problems and will fin a way to solve it. Anger, when we feel different towards the attitude of one’s companionship. 

WHAT IF – One day, you cannot control these emotions?

You feel that every move is fragile for them and for you. You will give meanings in each other’s thought; that one day, they will leave you or you will leave them. 

How about settle the things to make it right? Thinking that you have enjoyed your companionship for many years and just in one different situation, it will be vanished and became a stranger things, or different things. 

WHAT IF – One day, you became a stranger?

This situation will devour your situation as if that every look in their eyes is a burden for you. Every greeting was sarcastic and automatic. 

Emotions? Why are you broken? Shattered into pieces?

Simple. Because I am fragile. Take care of your emotions. Control it. 

THE BIG QUESTION – How?

#Acceptance

Accept that their “world” is not your world too. Their air is not your air too. Their laughs are not your laughs too because it is over. Hard it is. See the big picture, He let your emotions be shattered because one day, it will return to its form because you let His love fill those broken pieces. 

#Smile

Do not spread HATE; you just have to smile – maybe they will miss your smile so don’t matter. 

#Love

Love them with or without your broken pieces of emotions. 

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